I can’t blog. I can’t post. My mind’s empty. Uhh.. writer’s block? What do you think, Ate Katrina?
January 25, 2008
I have not posted anything serious this week. I’m feeling shameful for this blog–nonsense blog. There are so many things in my mind but I can’t put them into writing. Yah I know, I don’t have the talent in this kind of thing yet I’m trying, still. I’m hoping that many goood things will be on my way as the younger in me slowly fades. I’m 16 already. I’m not ready yet to face the real world. I’m afraid I might not be able to adjust. Gawd.
I can’t stop thinking about these two girls. I do not which girl will I like. I’m torn. I both like them. Wah!
Uhh… about the stones?! I already broke the first one. One more to go! Investi, here I come!
January 23, 2008
I might undergo a blog leave because of schoolworks. Tsk. Hate it.
January 20, 2008
As I trod upon the high school road, two enormous stones emerged on my sight. I named them Research Paper and Investigatory Project. I tried to push the Investigatory Project stone with all my might but I was not able to displace the stone for an inch, not a even a centimeter or a micrometer! So I turned to the Research Paper stone. I gathered all my chakras first and let it flow to the channels of arteries in my hands for it needs to be strong. And the moment finally came, I pushed the stone and… yes! It moved, about an inch. I continually pushed it, until now, and it moves successively inch by inch. I hope I’ll be able to break this stone before January 25 comes.
I’m turning into a monster again. Help!
January 19, 2008
“Okay, magra-rifle na tayo ngayon.”
“Yey!”
“Kunin niyo na yung rifles niyo sa CAT room, move!”
After some time…
“Ituturo ko na kung pano magpasa ng rifle..”
The lesson went well when suddenly..
“Shocks!”
“Lagot ka Jal! Nasira mo yang rifle! Demerit ka! Wahahahaha!!”
Tumahimik na lang ako.
“Okay, pumili ma kayo ng music na gagamitin niyo. Tiwalag!”
Then it happened. [sikreto na lang yun]
What happened next? I cried. Yes, you’ve read it right. I cried. I can’t believe that I cried just because of those things. I mean, napakababaw nung dahilan para umiyak ako sa dalawang bagay na yun.
Hindi ako makapaniwala na ganun na ako kahina. Dati ako yung nangaasar sa mga kaklase ko at kaya ko silang paiyakin kung gusto ko, pero ngayon ako na ang umiiyak. Ang bilis magbago ng mga sitwasyon. Nilapitan na nga ako nina Ex-O, S1, CAG Officer, at Corps para patahanin pero hindi ko pa din mapigilan. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, kailangan tumigil na ako, nakakahiya na ako, pero ayaw tumigil ng mga luha ko [haha..]. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nangyari ‘to. Sana hindi na maulit.
After CAT class, my friends and I proceeded sa kubo. Dun naman, nagkaroon ng reminiscing about our past years in TU. Of course, we’re seniors already so we can’t avoid this. Honestly, I can say that my batchmates and I are closer by now compared before. Ang saya talaga maging senior! The best!
Then, [last na to] we went at TMCC to attend YC. I was invited by my classmates so I joined. Plus, it’s a Christian movement naman so there’s no reason for I to refuse. About YC? Man, it’s so fulfilling! Ngayon ko lang naa-apreciate yung mga activities na mga ganun. Ang saya, pramis! And, nakabuo pa kami ng group. Syempre, Sauljah yung name. And guess what?! Next meeting, we are about to watch Transformers! Yey! Saya!
Yun.
January 17, 2008
For Cesar
Whew! After the anticipated victory over Rachel, my friends and I ecstatically proceeded to Cesar’s house [expecting a nice treat, food. yey! {ang siba..}]. Of course, no. We all wanted to see him. We missed him, a lot, precisely.
“Cesar! Happy birthday! Wah!”
Cesar. Sonny. Our friend. I’m really speechless about this! No words can tell how happy I am to see him again. Nakaka-miss kasi eh! I’m really thankful for God had let us be with each other’s company, again. It’s very obvious that we missed each other. You can see it in our faces, the laughter, the food [hehe], and of course from the endless pictorials, too!
I’m really happy and gratified. I’ll never forget what had happened this night.
Cesar,
Happy birthday! Never ever change!
January 11, 2008
Everybody wishes to be somebody else, like their idols and frustrations, maybe. If I were given a chance to be somebody or something else, I’d choose to be a…
1. PMA Cadet
Yeah. I know I’m not that manly enough so I want to be a cadet to make my effeminate moves stiff ones. It’s quite hard but I’m willing to be a cadet. The least that I could enjoy is getting some big butt [yah, ang lalaki ng pwet ng mga cadets and cadettes ng PMA]. I know I’ll not have the chance to study there so I included it in the list.
2. A smiley
A smiley always smiles even when we scratch it. It’s nice how the smiley can endure the pain for it keeps on smiling even though deep inside it feels like dying. haha
3.A singer with a manly voice
I know I have a good voice. Yah. I sing like a girl. Sometimes I unintentionally deceive people because of my voice. That’s why I’m shy to sing in public. I never sang again. o_O
4. Uhmm.. a chef
Wala lang, gusto ko lang matuto magluto. 
January 8, 2008
[sigh]
Tomorrow’s school time again. I always have this feeling of hating-to-go-to-school-but-love-to-see-my-friends. So I always end up going to TU.
To be a zombie, I must…
1. Finish my project in Eco
2. Finish the body of my research paper
3. Do my project in Fil
4. Have my haircut? [nah]
Darna! [zooooom]
January 7, 2008
Wow, it’s 2008 already!
I just had my retreat with my senior batchmates last January 2-5. Our retreat was in Baguio sponsored by Aldersgate. I must say that that retreat was so wonderful! I was really blessed! It’s really wonderful to see God’s power working in your life.
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Anyways, new blog. The Flavors of Life. It talks about the.. uhmm.. flavors of life! Yeah! We have different experiences everyday, as we know, and we tend to sort them as happy, sad, etc. Here in my blog, ganun din.
Here are the categories…
sweet
sour
bitter
spicy
salty
Abangan niyo na lang yung mga posts ko under these categories. Medyo tinatamad ako ngayon eh!
January 6, 2008
Hey! New blog [again]. hahas
